November 25, 2024
20241125, another day has passed. Ever since I injured my wrist, the days have passed very quickly. I can’t do many things due to my injured hand, and I feel anxious and uncomfortable.
During these days, I often read Da Bing’s books to calm my heart.
This is an admirable person, very perfect. This perfection does not mean that he has no shortcomings or weaknesses. You can see his weaknesses, but you still admire him after seeing it. He is such a person. If there are no weaknesses, just like a robot, what is made by AI lacks human touch. It is both excellent and has obvious weaknesses. These weaknesses make it more real and make people feel perfect because it feels valuable. It has weaknesses and highlights, and the highlights are still shining brightly.
Now I just want my wrist to get better soon. Only after losing a function can I realize the importance of it before.
No matter how bad your mood is in the future, you can't abuse yourself. You can't live with yourself and your body. It's not worth it. Keep this in mind.
I have a lot of experience with many of the rivers and lakes environments and character stories described in Dabing's book. Backpackers of that era, people escaping from society, met in some places at that time, forming a special rivers and lakes atmosphere. Some people have stories, joy, melancholy, sadness and helplessness.
It is a kind of commemoration, saying something that I want to express but am unable to express. Moreover, his story is more representative, more exciting, and the description is accurate, lifelike, vivid, and a melting pot of joy, anger, sorrow, and joy.
Where will I spend the Chinese New Year this year? It’s too cold in Wuxi and Shanghai. I don’t want to spend it with my dad. It’s not good for me or him to be conflicted and suffocated. It’s better for everyone to be selfish. As far as I am concerned, it doesn’t matter if I stay away from home during the Chinese New Year. It’s inconvenient to eat, drink and live out during the Chinese New Year, and it will be a little shabby, but it’s only inconvenient for a few days. I don’t really care about it, as long as I’m in a good mood, it’s good. Others think it’s shabby.
I still want to help him install the wall-mounted electric heater in my dad's bathroom. Before, he had been using the small solar electric heater that was plugged into a power strip and placed on the floor. It was inconvenient and a bit dangerous. It's just that it's not convenient for me to work with my hands, so I'm anxious. Route the wires to install trunking and sockets.
It's better to change the room back. He likes to stay in a big room, and it will be a lot of trouble.
I also need to think about how to design my small 8-square-meter room in Shanghai. Sometimes I still need to go back to Shanghai to stay for a while. I also have needs. My old father will also need me to stay in Shanghai if there is a problem.
There are many things.
There are a lot of things that need to be improved at work, and the current user experience is still too rough. New business areas can be developed, and with AI tools we can indeed do something, or at least improve a lot of things, but this is time-consuming.
Time in life is accelerating, too fast, 50 is already here.
It’s not that I’m afraid of aging, I’m afraid that I haven’t found a consistent state when I get older. No matter what the reason is, it’s my own internal reasons or the reasons of external people and things. In short, it’s because I don’t have the ability to adjust my life state, and I waste every day. This is scary.